The Wedding Has Been Cancelled. Seriously. It has.

So to catch everybody up to speed. Drew proposed this summer when we were in the middle of moving to Montana. He was very sweet about it. Shortly after that everybody started to ask when the wedding was going to be. I didn't really know because we were homeless and unemployed when he proposed, so we had a couple of other challenges to tackle first.

Sometime during mid summer it was suggested by family members that the wedding be planned in conjunction with our family vacation. This family vacation goes by the name of "The Cool Bean Tour." Cool Beans happens every two years and it's a week of family fun. (Past Cool Beans Tours have been to Maui and Alaska.) I seized the opportunity to have our wedding at an awesome destination and began plans with the family for a wedding set on the big island of Hawaii in August 2009.

After researching and planning for nearly three months now this has all changed. Due to my parents complains of the wedding being too much work on our vacation it has been called off. I see their point that it would interfere with our fun time, but I'm pretty disappointed and hurt that they let me think about this for three months before deciding this was a bad idea. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but right now I feel like nobody cares enough to go the extra mile for me. (With the exception of Drew. He's perfect. His family is pretty awesome too with the exception of his evil Step Mother.) I hope this doesn't change my relationship with my family, but right now I feel like reclusing away for a long time.

So to everyone who was thinking they would be invited, sorry it's not going to happen. It has been postponed indefinitely. This is yet another rock bottom for me in a year of disappointments and misfortunes.